A difficult day - informed my girlfriend
This was hard! Our relationship has been difficult for a while, but I still care deeply. And today I had to hurt her, and be honest. Lots of tears...and I feel selfish - but this is something I'm gonna do - and I hope she joins me at parts. But we'll see. She loves being on the bike...we'll see.
Deflated, questioning, sad, and strangely relieved, cause this day had to happen......
sigh.....
I am leaving to go RTW in a year, if things are open enough. That was the news I broke today.
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