Cross roads which way to go?
I run the risk of this making myself sound really bad, but I wanted to put it out there to see if any ones, had the same thoughts or thinking.
I find my self at what I feel is a crossroads of life.
My story, 37 years old, no children, divorced, worked hard had my own business, had cars, bikes, holidays, house, then lost the lot. and ended up back at home. started to rebuild my life. then I got left a family house and some cash, which made life easier.
Now I've been on a few solo 1 month bike trips, and really have the bug to do a big trip. couple of years maybe?
But I now also have a new woman in my life who I love, and wants to build a new life with me, house family etc.
But I still cannot get the thoughts of a big trip out of my head, and feel this is my last chance of doing this.
Is it really wrong to be thinking like this, are bike travelers a lonely breed of single guys with no life or home?
Has anyone ever given up a partner to travel?
If I don't go, will it be something I will always regret
I know there are no right or wrong answers to this and it's really up to me?
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