Hi everyone! thank you for your replies!
Well I have made my decision after bit more talking to family and bit of encouragement from you folks, I have decided to go!
So far I have decided I will be leaving on the 18th of March 2015 (exactly 18 months after I was hit by a car), I will go through Europe visiting a few places (If I really hate it for some reason or hate the bike it gives me chance to head back) , then head to Belarus (would like to visit the site in the forest where all those people lived during WW2) then head in to Russia (maybe visit Red Square) on towards Kaz through Kaz, back in to Russia across to Mongolia, to UB then meet up with others and head down through China (trying to find groups for this) to Laos, then Thailand/Laos/Cambodia (where ever feels right at the time), then down Malaysia, Indonesia, Timor, over to Darwin (new carnet de passage around this point) then spend year in Aus (working holiday visa) then see how I feel and how poor I am!
So sorry Bucket1960 but Ill let you know how it goes
As I only have about 3 months to get ready ANY advice on this stuff will be appreciated! Im off to get my passport renewal for tomorrow as that runs out in August so thats the first bit of paper work to sort!
I wouldn't say I have any experience traveling outside the uk, I have been on holiday abroad to resorts with family and have since I was about 13/14 disappeared off on my own on the local transport exploring (makes me question my dads attitude to parenting

) the local area out of the resort as best I could (cracking morning when I was 15 fishing with a bloke who I could speak the same language as off a jetty) and I have travelled various parts of the uk on my bikes in all parts of the year (inc lake district in the snow

) Unfortunately all my biking mates are only interested in ridding the same old roads to the beach or matlock bath apart from one friend who is still on L plates so he cant leave uk! So it will be a big leap for me but that's why a little while will be Europe gives me chance to get more used to it, what ever happens it will be a experience!